So here's the thing. I decided to stop loving you. It's time to move on and letting go this feeling, you can't imagine how bad you do to me. I used to think that we were mean to be, but then I realised that we don't. Only fate knows what will happen with us.
I like the way I feel when you talk to me. But then I realised that you say the same to other girls and I feel bad. Feeling pain because you can't love me as I do. And now I'm mad at myself because I can't forgetting you, so thanks for letting me to love you like this.
Because in the end, when you lose somebody, every candle, every prayer is not going to make up for the fact that the only thing you have left is hole in your life where that somebody that you cared about used to be.
“But then I realized I was holding on to something that didn’t exist anymore. That the person I missed didn’t exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change. And we could wish all day long that they didn’t but they always will”.
It’s tough to actually say goodbye, but sometimes it’s impossible. You never really stop feeling the loss, it’s what makes things so bittersweet. We leave little bits of ourselves behind, little reminders, a lifetime of memories, photos, trinkets… things to remember us by, even when we’re gone.
Last september you kissed me, again. Why? Is the way that you play, isn't it? You like feel that I'm crush on you? You broke up with your girl, and then you talk to me for days, like the old times. But then you ignore me. You don't talk to me, like strangers. And I asked to myself what I did to him? What I did wrong? So thats feeling it's horrible. When you kiss me I feel like the happiest girl in this world, but then I figure out that you don't care about me, not at all. And now, I can only feel PAIN. You can keep moving on, but I don't. My friends tell me that you are not good for me, but I'm so stupid that I believe that they're wrong. I hope that one day you'll fall in love with me. I love you.
- Why am I attracted to a person I know isn't good?
-Because YOU'RE HOPING YOU'RE WRONG. And every time he does something that tells you he's no good, YOU IGNORE IT. And every time he comes throught and surprises you, he wins you over,and you lose that argument with yourself, that he's not for you
I knowyou're with her, and I know you're happy. I am honestly happy for you... but a part of me will always love you. I'm not sure how much that is, but know if you were ever to come back I would let you again.
If I could, for just one night, to be with you, to make it right, And what we were, and what we are, Is hidden on the, in the scars, If I could, take you there, I won't let go, this I swear, You wont have to wonder what we are, Cause you wont have to look to far, Its in the scars, Its hidden in the scars
Why do I still love you? Why?You’ve already moved on, so why I haven’t? I wish I could make myself get over you. It´s not as easy as it sounds. Why canyou get over me so quick, but I’m still holding on?Like a stupid girl. Like you´re going to come back someday. Why do I believe this is going tohappen?
No. Don’t talk to me. Your just gonna bring back shit loads of bullshit and memories, and you know what else you bring back? Feelings. My fucking feelings for you, so stop talking to me before I do the unthinkable of possibly liking you again.
You can’t change what’s done, you can’t go back in time, you can’t try to change the hurt feelings or mend the broken hearts. All you can do is learn from your mistakes, and hope you will never regret anything as much as you do now.
Dear Claire, "What" and "If" are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if? I don't know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn't, I hope one day that you will. All my love, Juliet
“If you can’t solve it, it isn’t a problem - it’s reality. And sometimes reality is the hardest thing to understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize. But once it hits you in the face, you’ll never forget it. It will always be there in your memories and sometimes, that is the best way to look at it.”
BasicallyI wish that you loved me. I wish that youneeded me. I wish that without meyour heart would break. I wish that without me you’d be
spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish I was the last thingon your mind before you went to sleep.